Hey Lady Lu...
I have a problem… with waking up in the morning, seems no matter what I do I can’t hear a damn thing but it gets worse; when I’m awake I hear everything, well everything that matters or doesn’t I don’t know anymore. Today’s lesson will be brought to you by Ashelia B’nargin Dalmasca a.k.a. Princess Ashe and I’ll call her Ashe for short, she’s nineteen, yeah I know not jailbait; anyway this is a lesson in what we should or shouldn’t hear.Yesterday Luna I was walking by my mother while she was on the phone; she gave me a look and then I proceeded to go downstairs, my ears picked up her conversation about computers. Now my mother is not a computer person neither is The Abomination thank goodness but when he talks I’m worried when my mother does there is confusion. Being one that knows survival rests in knowing the enemy I can’t help but wonder what the talk was about and why she moved away from the door so I could no longer hear.
Now look at this guy fingering Ashe, I wonder what would happen if someone saw them there together? My guess is trouble that’s why they moved into the alley, off the street so no one can see; she grits her teeth to avoid showing… hmm her pleasure. If people know things Luna, people interfere, they get in the way; hell they prepare and so those who have secrets of course hide them to win but the truth always comes out.
So I heard something I wasn’t suppose to hear and it might not have anything at all to do with me but I’m going to worry, if I’m not too lazy I might prepare, and even then I’m going to lose. If only I could overhear some good news Luna, something like slutty Ashe here but honestly we’re talking about my life here.
What about people overhearing me… to tell you the truth I do feel such shame and then the stupid thing is you’re right here Luna, you know a “Secret” here or there. I’m an open book, literally, if you want to know me “We Right Here” my secrets, my sluts, and my sins.
Another problem I have Luna is that I have a tendency to talk out loud to myself, how else am I to silence the voices constantly driving me deeper into madness; I need something anything because there is no one here, just me, Braxton and you and like I said I’m not sure you like me half the time, plus you’re a therapist that allows porn. Sad but there are things I don’t even tell you which is weird huh, I’ll show you a cunt getting fingered but I can barely tell you my day to day dealings. I just thought is there such a thing as a good secret, surprise parties, my book I’m hoping to finish tonight, and like I said my day to day… if anybody cared maybe.
The idea of us talking my sweet Lady Lu is me being overheard but no one cares to listen, yet another reason I use whores like Ashe because maybe just maybe, while someone is looking they might care to listen, might care to read. Another thing while looking at Ashe I wonder why they’re doing this outside, I can tell you the excitement, the pleasure is heightened, and of course someone might find out. Gays aren’t the only ones in the closet, we all are, our corpses, our skeletons, and we wait for the zombie apocalypse because the truth will set you free… of the mortal coil that is.
I’ll admit Luna I am afraid that any minute now someone is going to walk into my dark alley and learn my secret; yeah I touch Ashe in such a way and someone is going to stop me. My secrets are right here, told to the world, I’ve lasted this long why should I be worried about being Overheard…
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